I thought of you tonight…

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I thought of you tonight,

I had promised to myself,

That I would never.

In midst of pain and loneliness,
I thought of you tonight,
I just could not.

Swift air blowing softly through your short hair.
I remember it well, your chuckle.
When i sat down and about,
Fragile and scared.
You stood there like a pillar.

No words we exchanged,
just glances here and there.
You stood there like a mighty mountain,
While I rushed down like an angry river.

You were quiet and patience
While I dance with my devils.
You stood there like a solid pillar,
But you were never my pillar.

And I promised myself that night
I would never.
I thought of you tonight,
I just could not.

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